2/4 to 2/9

Wow. I didn't realize 5 days already went by. SO MUCH has been going on...

Andy broke up with his gf. She seems upset and mad at him from what he told me, idk, but he said it was what she wanted she just didn't like the way he broke up with her. In the hallway...
He started flirting with me again. He admitted he never got over me... I don't know what to do. I never did either, but now there is something else standing in our way. Bry....

Bry asked me to be his gf Thursday after school. I paniced... Bry is like my brother. Twin brother... I can't see myself date him. At all. I upset him. I know I did, but I wasn't going to say yes just to make him happy. Why would I go into an empty relationship?
But Andy knew... and still flirted with me Saturday... I'm afraid I'm getting between these 2 now cause Bry knows I like Andy and not him... He also knows Andy likes me back. Nothing is going on between me and Andy really except flirting back and forth and sometimes he holds my hand, but nothing really past that...

We had a Discipleship weekend. AMAZING!!! I bonded with some of the girls from my youth group. It was really nice. I sat down and held hour long convos with some of the girls i've only ever said no more than hi to. It was really nice.

Not much else is going on besides that I'm now stuck in a love triangle with Andy and Bry... They are both best friends too... Hopefully Bry will realize I'm not right for him... far from it... he wants to be a preacher... my faith isn't as strong as it should be. I don't think I'm right for him. There is somebody else who is though, and I hope he realizes that...

Pray for me though please DJ and Lizzy and any of my other gaia girls who read this. I really need it. I just don't know what to do or were to go. I know what I want, but I don't know what is right...