Life...

So here I stand, watching all my friends lives fall apart. My own problems don't even seem important to me anymore. Yeah sure, my family is a wreck, at least my mom's side of the family is. But it doesn't even seem important right now.
Lynn, poor little Lynn. My 'lil sis'. Her and her aunt aren't gettin along, at all. They fight all the time and she came to school crying. I thought things were finally getting better. Guess again I guess...
Andy... I can't believe me and him got our friendship back. After what happened between me and him and everybody tellin me to just walk away from him. But now, his gf is hitting him hard it seems. She might be breaking up with him. He is suck a mess. He started crying the other night when we were hanging out. Out of all our friends, I was the only one who knew what was wrong. He told 1 other person what was wrong after I left that night, but still, seeing him cry hurt me. I can't believe she is doing this to him. Does she not realize what she has right in front of her? How lucky she is to have a guy like him? I don't even know how I feel about this whole thing. Earlier, I wanted her to break up with him. What comes around goes around. I wanted him to know what I went through when he hurt me. But as I sat there talking to him, trying to talk to him. Trying to help him in some way, my whole body ached and I felt like I was melting away from guilt. I don't want to see him in the pain he is in. I don't want her to break up with him, I want him to be happy. Thats all I want. I want to see the smile on his face again, the one that makes my heart shutter, even if his smile isn't for me.
Yeah sure, other friends have their own problems, but these two are affecting me the most.
Gaia doesn't even seem important anymore sadly, maybe thats why I only get on once a week anymore. I miss talkin to DJ, Stormy, Lizzy, and a few others, but the problems with my family, and my two friends just sucks up most of my time and energy and whatever I have left goes toward homework. Life is just a big bunch of stress, I wish things would get easier, but I don't think they will...


(( Note: Names are not real names. Just to help me so I don't say he she all the time. Yeah, these are my problems... idc anymore if people I know ever lay eyes on this or not... i just can't hold everything in anymore ))